Mix 31:
(28 min, a bit depressing)

Made this one in 2018. I think I was still pretty heartbroken but I’m not even sure it really was because of a specific person but maybe just a general feeling of feeling rejected by the whole world. There are some of my all time favorite songs on this mix. Especially the Ween song has big importance to me. Pretty good mix!

Mrs. O by The Dresden Dolls
Outta me by Bikini Kill
What Deaner was talkin’ about by Ween
Had It All by Jeffrey Lewis
You’re so great by Blur
Stone On the Water by Badly Drawn Boy
Valentine by Fiona Apple
Good Day by The Dresden Dolls

Mix 32:
(32 min, hopeful mixed with some melancholy)

I loooove this mix. It’s so good! I think it was at the beginning phase of a new crush. That always inspires the best mixes. You can almost hear all the lovely tender feelings seeping trough the music even though it’s also quite sad during some parts.

Therapy by Loudon Wainwright III
Weakest Shade of Blue by The Pernice Brothers
My Descent into Madness by Eels
Son of Sam by Elliott Smith
The Way Things Are by Fiona Apple
So Long by Rilo Kiley
No Name No. 5 by Elliott Smith
I Keep a Close Watch (John Cale Cover) by Courtney Barnett

Mix 33:

(47 min, deeply sad and heartbroken)

Ok, I was kind of dreading listening to this one again. I made it for someone I broke up with, to explain all the feelings I had at that moment. Which is admittedly kind of an insane move especially considering I put basically ALL of my favorite heartbreak songs on it and also a lot of my favorite songs in general (like The Poisoned Well and Happiness) and some ended up being tainted with the association of being on this mix for some years after. Why would one do that?? Especially for someone who didn’t treat me well and who I wanted to break up with anyway? My only excuse is that I was a fragile little 20 year old baby, which didn’t seem that young at the time but seems insanely young now.

The Poisoned Well by Quasi
Paper Bag by Fiona Apple
Anemone by The Brian Jonestown Massacre
Outta Me by Bikini Kill
In Love by The Raincoats
Good Things by Sleater-Kinney
Girl Anachronism by The Dresden Dolls
Fast As You Can by Fiona Apple
Tief Unten Nicht Ich by Fiva MC
Sweet Sound of Ignorance by Soko
Don’t Think Twice It’s Alright by Bob Dylan
Happiness by Elliott Smith
Goodbye Song by The Moldy Peaches

Mix 34:
(26 min, sad and heartbroken)

The unofficial sequel to the last one. Not nearly as good though.
Also sooo dramatic omg.
Save it for later and Get me Away…are very solid heartbreak songs though. Would recommend!

One by Aimee Mann
Love is a Losing Game by Amy Winehouse
Clouds (Quasi Cover) by Elliott Smith
Feels Blind by Bikini Kill
Miss World by Hole
Save it for Later by Pete Townsend
Hanging on a Star by Nick Drake
Get Me Away From Here, I’m Dying by Belle and Sebastian

Mix 35:
(32 min, sad and heartbroken – but less than before)

What can I say? It takes a while for me to move on.
Really good mix though. Very beautiful music.

Here We Go by Jon Brion
Don’t Leave the Light On, Baby by Belle and Sebastian
Fear is Like A Forrest by Courtney Barnett and Kurt Vile
Rein Gar Nichts by Element of Crime
Always See Your Face by Love
Fixing My Brain by Brad Sucks
Birthday Boy by Ween
Electro-Shock Blues by Eels