Category: Lists (unranked)

  • 27-year old movie characters

    I’ve (re)watched a lot of movies recently where an important character, most of the time the protagonist, turned out to be explicitly mentioned to be 27 years old (the same age as me) and it’s gotten to the point where I noticed it so often that I started keeping track of it.
    I screenshot-ed the scenes I couldn’t find good-quality screencaps of, myself.

    Btw it is sooo weird to me that ALL of the 27 old women in their respective movies are really insecure about their age and that it’s always implied that, for women, 27 is an age where you should worry about your desirability diminishing and be very stressed about finding a partner.
    Very strange messaging. I mean I am stressed out about that stuff, too, but not because of my age. lol

    Also: I really like all the movies on the list except for “Billy Madison”, but beware: “Naked” has a loooot of rape scenes in it, so big TW.

    • Pride and Prejudice (2005) – Charlotte Lucas
    • Frances Ha (2012) – Frances Halliday
    • The House Bunny (2008) – Shelley
    • My Best Friend’s Wedding (1997) – Julianne Potter
      (The guy she’s in love with turns out to be engaged to a 20-year-old btw which of course is being framed as very threatening to her 🙃)
    • American Psycho (2000) – Patrick Bateman
    • Naked (1993) – Johnny
    • Lars and the Real Girl (2007) – Lars Lindstrom
    • Billy Madison (1995) – Billy Madison
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  • The Movies I’ve rewatched the most in the last couple of years

    I’ve started logging every movie I watch on Letterboxd in October 2022. In-between then and now these are the movies I’ve (re)watched 3 or more times.

    Letterboxd also counted John Mulaneys newest special (watched 5 times), Bo Burnham’s Make Happy special (3 times) and the Netflix docu-series about Ghislaine Maxwell (3 times) but I don’t.
    I am also a bit ashamed of the last one because I didn’t even think it was good the first time. Don’t ask me why I’ve watched it so many times. I have no idea.

    Silver Linings Playbook – 5 times
    I love this movie so so much. For me it’s one of those movies you can watch when you feel completely hopeless and by the end your hope and faith in love and happiness is completely restored.

    Chungking Express – 5 times
    Cult classic. I was really obsessed with it for a little while and showed it to multiple people. Tbh I’m low-key already kind of sick of it by now. I think I’ve rewatched it one too many times.

    Past Lives – 4 times
    Celine Song had me at the Eternal Sunshine mention. Probably one of the best directorial debuts I’ve ever seen. (I should make a list about that) I’m sooo hyped for Materialists.

    May – 3 times
    My favorite horror movie atm. May is so me (except for the murdering people aspect). I actually found this movie through an “autistic girls” movie list on Letterboxd. May is not canonically autistic though, but it’s heavily implied with the way she’s written.

    Eighth Grade – 3 times

    Bo Burnham channeling his own anxiety through a coming-of-age story about a 14 year old girl who’s extremely awkward, insecure and unpopular? Yes please!

    Me and You and Everyone We Know – 3 times
    One of my favorite movies. I probably rewatched it an extra 3-5 times in the year before I made a Letterboxd account. I was very obsessed with it for a while.

    Kajillionaire – 3 times
    Another heavily autistic-coded protagonist in this one that I identify with strongly. Also probably my favorite sapphic love story of all time.

    Adaptation. – 3 times
    Genius movie and my favorite Nic Cage performance(which says a lot for me). Great for when you feel pathetic and insecure.

    Anomalisa – 3 times
    A stop motion movie about a guy who has a disorder which makes every person look and sound the same to him. But then he meets a girl (played by one of my favs Jennifer Jason Leigh) who doesn’t and romance and drama ensues…
    Warning: graphic puppet sex scene. Might be a bit awkward to watch with others.

    Jane Wants a Boyfriend – 3 times
    A movie about an autistic woman in her 20s who’s obsessed with movies. I mean come on! This was basically made for me.

    Twilight – 3 times
    It’s like my own personal brand of heroin.

    Booksmart – 3 times
    Probably the funniest teen movie of the last ten years.

    Bottoms – 3 times
    Fight Club but a teen rom-com for lesbians is such a great premise. Also I love Ayo Edebiri and Rachel Sennot in everything.

    Fallen Angels – 3 times
    The unofficial sequel to Chungking Express. Sort of its darker and raunchier counterpart, but still with similar themes (criminal activities, unrequited love, feeling lost)

    Mean Girls – 3 times

    Wicked – 3 times

    Bridget Jones’ diary – 3 times
    There’s a special bond between a girl and the movies that gave her body dysmorphia growing up. <3

    Love Actually – 3 times
    Does it still make me feel things? Yes. Do I think it aged horribly and do I love to hate it? Also yes.

    (the last two I rewatch once every year on Christmas)

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  • Bands and musicians I’ve wanted to or still want to see play live

    I’ll sort the names in different catagories:

    “will never happen” (because they died or the band broke up/stopped touring or someone turned out to be a nazi piece of shit *cough* Kanye *cough* Morrissey *cough*. Bob Dylan is in that category because I don’t think I will ever be able to afford a ticket lol)
    “has sort of happened” (I’ve seen parts of a band play their music for example -> John Cale playing Velvet Underground songs live or because I have technically seen them at a festival but I was too tired to appreciate it or had to leave for another concert after two songs)
    “has happened”
    “should’ve happened” (because I had tickets but then couldn’t go for some reason or because they played at a festival I was at but I didn’t go to the concert)
    and “could still happen” (I have put some bands in there that don’t tour atm/have broken up but I, for some reason still have hope)

    Another disclaimer: I have seen way more concerts and I want to see way more artists than are on the list. These are only the ones that felt significant.
    Also some artists I wouldn’t wanna support these days because of things that have come out about them that weren’t known at the time I saw them live but the concerts were still great so it felt wrong to exclude them. (Die Antwoord and Amanda Palmer)

    *”Regina Spettro” was meant to be Regina Spektor. My computer autocorrected and I didn’t notice until it was too late

    Also I forgot to put Mazzy Star in the will never happen catagory. 🙁

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  • Fictional characters and famous(-ish) people somebody once told me I remind them of

    • Rogue from X-Men
      I haven’t seen any X-Men movie since I was a teenager so I don’t remember that well how Rogue’s character is and the details of her story and accordingly cannot tell how accurate the comparison was/is. The guy who told me I remind him of her was some older dude who was pretty creepy towards me (I was 15-16), so maybe the extend of the similarity were my tits or something. Idk
      Is somebody who knows me an expert and can tell me wether or not I actually have traits in common with Rogue?
    • Hannah from Girls
      This one actually came from my best friend when I was 18 and I am insulted by it to this day. I don’t really like “Girls”. I’ve seen a couple of seasons because I was intrigued by the fact that the main character isn’t thin (that was such a rarety in media when I was a kid/teenager that that alone made it worth watching), but I always thought the titular girls were mostly unlikeable. The main thing I remember about Hannah is how spoiled and not down to earth she was.
      I kind of hope that I reminded my friend of her only because I had a similar body type.
    • Willow from Buffy
      This one came from one of my best friends a couple of years ago and I still feel very honoured by it.
      I loooove Willow! She’s nerdy, awkward, talkative and overly excited a lot and I can totally see myself in her character.
      So thank you, friend. <3
    • Clementine from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
      Multiple people have said that to me, but I’m honestly not sure if it isn’t just because I have been so obsessed with that movie for such a long time that I modelled my aesthetic after her when I was a teen (maybe a bit of my personality too😬). Anyway, I am fine with that comparison. With time, I kind of moved away from being obsessed with Clementine to being obsessed (and relating to) Mary Svevo. So I don’t identify with her as much as I used to, but I can definitely still see a lot of myself in her.
      Btw I have had one friend who explicitly told me I am nothing like her because she didn’t like her or the movie. We are not friends anymore.
    • Jennifer Lawrence
      So, this is the weirdest one in my opinion. Someone first told me I looked a bit like her when I was in my late teens and it was a guy who had a crush one me so I didn’t take it serious because I thought he probably just wanted to say something flattering. But then years later I got it again multiple times by a (straight) girlfriend of mine and I don’t think she had any agenda when saying it. I never got any other comparisons to celebrities. Maybe just a weird concidence.
      I still don’t see it at all. I am kind of flattered but also confused.
    • The girl on the cover of Elliott Smith’s first album “Roman Candle”
      Roman Candle was the first Elliott Smith album I ever got on vinyl and I’ve had the cover from it framed in my kitchen for many years. When my mother was at my place for a visit once she saw it and asked me if the picture in the frame was a photo of me, which confused me a lot because I for some reason always thought it was Elliott Smith on the cover and only realised it wasn’t when she asked me about it and then kept insisting that the person looks a lot like me.
      I kind of see it a bit.

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  • Songs about being a specific age

    Listed chronologically by the age mentioned in the song

    I’ve always looked up songs that mention the age I’m turning before my birthday every year since I was a teenager. When I turned 25 I even made a whole mix dedicated to only songs mentioning being 25 or songs that came out in the year I was born. For some reason there are a lot of good songs mentioning being 25. It’s been downhill since then unfortunately. 🙁

    Also: There are a lot of songs out there mentioning ages, so the list only contains the ones that mean something to me.
    But if you think of one that you think is good please go ahead and tell me. Maybe I forgot or just don’t know about some good ones.
    (I didn’t forget about the Beatles)

    • Kimya Dawson – All I could do: ages 12 and 15

    “And I thought back to when I was 15

    How I was squeaky clean and I wanted to die
    I was feeding the homeless while combating loneliness

    All I could do was keep living a lie

    Then I think back to that 12 year old poet
    How she didn’t know it was what she would be

    All she could do was hide under her bed

    Scared to death that somebody might read her diary”

    • The Smiths – Half a Person: age 16

    “Sixteen, clumsy and shy
    That’s the story of my life”

    • Janis Ian – At Seventeen: age 17

    “I learned the truth at seventeen

    That love was meant for beauty queens

    And high school girls with clear-skinned smiles

    who married young and then retired”

    (fun fact: Tina Fey apparently loves this song. I get it btw, I do too. Not only is it featured in an episode of 30 rock where Liz Lemon sings it at karaoke. One of the main characters in Mean Girls was also named after Janis Ian, who’s mainly known for this one song)

    • The Smiths – Never Had No One Ever: age 20

    “I had a really bad dream

    It lasted 20 years, 7 months and 27 days”

    • Garbage – Cherry Lips (Go Baby Go!): age 21

    “She gave you everything she had
    But she was young and dumb

    She’d just turned twenty-one”

    • Daniel Johnston – I Am a Baby (In My Universe): age 22

    “I am a baby in my universe

    I’ll live forever
    Ooh, I’m only twenty-two

    I’ll live forever”

    • Mitski – First Love/Late Spring: age 25

    “And I was so young when I behaved twenty-five
    Yet now, I find I’ve grown into a tall child”

    • 4 Non Blondes – What’s Up?: age 25

    “25 years and my life is still

    tryin’ to get up that great big hill of hope

    for a destination”

    • Kanye West – We don’t care: age 25/26(?)

    “We wasn’t supposed to make it past twenty-five

    Joke’s on you, we still alive”

    • SZA – 20 something: age 20s

    “How could it be? Twenty-something

    All alone, still not a thing in my name

    Ain’t got nothing, runnin’ from love, only know fear

    That’s me, Ms. Twenty-Something”

    • Soko – Happy Hippie Birthday: ages 22 and 35

    “Thirty-five candles blown away

    That I picture in my head
    Thirty-five years old
    and I’m twenty-two
    and I remember how you used to say

    That I was young, but you didn’t care at all”

    • Blumentopf – Manfred Mustermann: ages 46 and (close to) 60

    “Jetzt ist mein Leben doch schon aus mit 46

    Ist doch kein Wunder dass man dauernd deprimiert ist”

    “Auch wenn ich bald 60 bin fühl ich mich immer noch jung”

    (Fun fact: when my sister was a teenager she made our mom a mix CD for her 46th birthday and put that song on it just because of that one line. I still think that’s hilarious.)

    Honorable Mention: “Anthems for a Seventeen Year-Old Girl” by Broken Social Scene
    Great song, but the age doesn’t get mentioned once in the song besides in the title. So it felt to me like it doesn’t quite count.

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  • A chronological list of my go-to comfort shows over the years

    I have always had 1-2 shows that I would rewatch for comfort over and over again despite having seen it a million times before.

    • Gilmore Girls (elementary school-now)
    • The Office (age 13(?)-late teens)
    • The Simpsons – golden age only (age 13/14-now, I’ve seen the show before then, but when I started buying myself the DVD box sets as a teen was when my obsession really went through the roof)
    • RuPauls Drag Race (18-25ish)
    • Bojack Horseman (age 18-now)
    • Fleabag (age 25-now)

  • Best Seasons of Television (all genres):

    This list is only for shows with multiple seasons, where one is wayyy higher quality (in my opinion) then the rest.
    Like ridiculously good.

    • True Detective Season 1
    • Rupaul’s Drag Race All Stars Season 2
    • Russian Doll Season 1
    • The Simpsons (Seasons 5/6/7)
    • The Jinx (Season 1)
    • Fleabag (Season 2)
    • Westworld (Season 1)
  • Movies that scared the shit out of me when I was a child

    • The Great Mouse Detective (1986)
    • Arsenic and Old Lace (1944)
    • Edward Scissorhands (1990)
    • Pink Floyd: The Wall (1982)
    • The Last Unicorn (1982)

  • Fictional characters I strongly identify with for some reason

    • Enid Coleslaw (Ghost World)
    • Alison (The Breakfast Club)
    • Sylvie (Me and You and Everyone we know)
    • Lily (Eagle vs Shark)
    • Rob (High Fidelity)
    • Spinel (Steven Universe – The Movie)
    • Quiz kid Donnie Smith (Magnolia)
    • May (May)
    • Jane (Jane wants a Boyfriend)
  • List of my obsessions/special interests

    • Real housewives franchise (age 22-now, not as active anymore though)
    • Drag Race franchise (age 18-25ish)
    • Vine Compilations (teen years-now)
    • Films (in general) (from the womb till the tomb lol)
    • Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind (especially) (age 12-now)
    • True crime (interest since childhood, obsession level interest since my late teens)
    • Elliott Smith (age 12-now)
    • Binding of Isaac (age 18-now)
    • Stardew Valley (age 19/20-now)
    • The Simpsons (golden age mostly) (interest since childood, obsession level interest age 14-now)
    • Making mix cds/playlists (age 12-now)
    • Becoming friends with all cats and dogs I encounter(always and forever)
    • Making lists (childhood-now)

    Fun Fact: I made this list in late 2023, a couple of weeks before I realised I was autistic and just called it “list of my obsessions”. because I didn’t know anything about autism and that there’s actually word for that that doesn’t sound quite as unhinged as “obsessions”. lol